i am going to throw up....
you know that nervous energy you have when you are, well...nervous.
yeah, i have that. it also can be that sudden urge to pee when you are about to do something. like for example stand with a bunch of people you don't know and submit yourself to 9.33 miles of trail running.
i am not so nervous about competing. i know i won't come anywhere near winning. i guess i am just scared to NOT FINISH. i mean, i know i trained for this...but, what if.... i get a little sloppy when i am tired and i don't pick up my feet as much. what if i fall, what if i totally yack on that big hill. what if....
well...i am just glad that i can run, that i have gotten to spend time with matt training, that it is something that we can do together, that even if i do yack....it's ok, at least i tried.
...i'll let you all know how it goes. till then.....enjoy the picture of happy feet.
1 comment:
be proud of yourself for getting this far!!! Many people do not even get as close as you have... or even willing. This positive... you will be great and finsih!!! More power to you !... think about your baby girl when running... run to see her at the finsih line!!! YOU CAN DO IT.
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